6 A.M.

Io.0M   My gut feels nauseous  Sickened by the overload of endorphins flowing through my veins.   The ringing in my head accompanied by a reverberating tempo is deafening.   My body sends chills pulsating head to toe. As my heart, beating harder and faster, tries to break free of this prison cell.   My eyes shut, heavy,Continue reading “6 A.M.”

Rest Stop

Here I am once more. Finding myself stuck, feeling no real direction. Unsure of the next move to make.  When you deal with mental health, these moments are very impactful. It’s like I described in a previous post about being bed ridden from depression. This is the same sensation, on a much smaller scale. I’veContinue reading “Rest Stop”

Self Doubt

Io.0M Lately my days are filled with highs and lows.  I try to maintain focus.  What goes up must come down, I suppose.    I am my own worst critic.  Which makes it hard to feel content.  But is this just a lame excuse?   I feel I must lament.     My head is full ofContinue reading “Self Doubt”

Midnight Memories

I underestimate the elusiveness of motivation,  Drive,  and determination.  What is wisdom if not understanding the fact that you know nothing against the peers of your nation.  They ask me, “what do you want to do with the rest of your life?”  As if I could possibly choose one path to commit to for the rest of my days.  AsContinue reading “Midnight Memories”